Always wanting to be someone cool, always wanting to be someone that people look up to. I guess that is what normal people at my age always have thoughts on. So, that is me, someone that always wanted to do those things but not even realised how funny it is because she doesn't even know herself. I was born to be someone that freaking bad at expressing myself. So, only what i know is i want to be someone that make people proud of. I guess I'm type of person who always thinking about what other people think about me. But is the thing that i always do is something that i really like it or just something i do to please other people? yes, I've been living for almost two decades but still learning about myself. 

I can consider myself to be someone that is normal and successful for my age. But there is the thing i always felt and think of but i don't know about it. I always felt i want to be someone or do something but i can't find it. Plus, I'm someone that have interest on everything  but it is always changing. Maybe, that is why I can't decide on anything or making any decisions because every time i try to decide, i keep on thinking a lot of things like "what will other people think about it? what about the outcomes if it? what if this? what if that? bla..bla..bla.." and i guess I'm TOO OVERTHINKING PERSON. I always questioning myself "can i be some that is normal? can i be someone that never need to be worried about little things? can i just be myself?"

So that is why I'm here. Trying new things in hopes that I knew myself better that other people know about me because to me, I'm type of people that never talking about this kind of matter to other people which deciding to write about this in public is a big thing to me. So, I wanted to find myself and never let other people be someone like me. Hoping that I know what wanted to be and always determine while having a passion towards something. 

songs of the day:Agust D- interlude: dream, reality

p/s: being someone that always hoping that she have a dream that she really really want to achieve.

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